They call me Abby

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 18:37:09 GMT

nobody writes on livejournal anymore. including me.

let me know who is alive out there.

I'm firm like a tree

Thu, 23 Jun 2005 05:00:43 GMT

Ok man. Sorry it has been one million years. It's just that when I think about writing in the LJ I always imagine it to be such a pain in my ass. It's really not, but whatev. *

So this summer has been going pretty swell. It is going by so quickly. I haven't had any time to grab onto it and realize what is going on around me. So far this summer I have been hanging out with my bestest friends and making money. I would say it has been a success so far. To sum up the summer thus far it goes a bit like this: smoke a lot of grass, listen to a lot of coldplay. Sounds like school, but it is warmer and I am with different people. Oh, and I have to hide from my parents. bummer man. That is the strangest part of coming home. The rules. Not that my parents are strict, but the rules of life. For instance, in school there aren't really many rules of life. You do what you will and people stay out of your way. At home there is the constant threat of the Big House and the disapproving padres. Way uncool. *

I am working at Ruby Tuesday again this summer and it is good times. I have been hanging out with some of the old crowd from last summer and meeting a bunch of new, awesome people. I look forward to going to work and seeing what type of people I will serve that day and what shit will go wrong. Always something new. Or old shit with a new twist. *

Today I spent the day downtown with my dad. We watched as many iMax movies as possible at the Aerospace Museum, walked around Dupont Circle and went to dinner. It was my birthday present to him. It was good times. I love hanging out with my dad. We are a lot a like in the way we think/act so it is good to talk with him. We are always on the same wave length. *

This weekend should be real fun. Friday I work until close, but after that is Paul's birthday party that hpefully I will make it to, as long as Morgan can stay up long enough for me to get off work, and after I get off I can stay awake. And then on Saturday I hear Jenny Jen is having a par-tay? Reunion with all my loves perhaps? It has been forever and a day since I have seen Jen, Emmie, Linsey, Val (minus those 5 minutes I saw you at my house), etc. Jen, don't feel bad for living in Texas, somehow it happens that I see you just as often as the others previously listed. :-( OoO and then on Sunday Will and I are going to have a "Pool Party Extravaganza Bananza" We planned it today and it should be a great time. Sunday around 5pm at Will's house. *

I love movies. Tonight I watched Fried Green Tomatos. Still has to be my all-time favorite movie. I cried like an eff'n baby. What good movies are coming out soon? I will have to check that out. I am going to see Batman Begins this upcoming Sunday. Fantastic 4 looks entertaining. Charlie and the Chocolate Factory will be good. there is no question to that. Alright time to go to sleep so I will not be tired tomorrow morning. But I guess that is inevitable.

Took this from Maryanna:

1. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
2. I will then tell what song reminds me of you.
3. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be.
4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
6. I will tell you what color you remind me of.
7. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. Put this in your journal.

Moonlight enlighten my way at twilight
from the heights of my roof I send praise then poof
I'm looking up at the night
and ask for help to get up and get up and get up and get up and get it right

I wanna live my life and have friends around

Mon, 02 May 2005 04:01:11 GMT

So I have't updated in forever. I have been too wrapped up in end of the year shitz and myself. I don't even know what I have been doing this past month. It has gone by so fast and I don't remember it. So less then 2 weeks of school left and I am sad to leave but at the same time I think the end came at a perfect time. I am ready to go home and chill out. Not worry about work or anything. Just let it be summer and have an awesome time -- earn money and party with my favorite friends. I am also really excited about this:
MakingaPact13: awww im excited to go home and smoke with you and all my other lovers. I need a change of smoke buddies
reCoil 4 4: hell yeah

because I learned how to roll a j and it's my new obsession.

I'm cold. I should close my window but I don;t want to turn around.
Right now I am listening to Coldplay and it is awesome. I love Coldplay so much. They make me want to love life and be me and take shit from no one. My fave song is only 46 seconds long -- Parachutes -- it is a shame. I wish it was longer. But it is so perfect:

In a haze, a stormy haze,
I'll be round, I'll be loving you always, always,
Here I am and I'll take my time,
Here I am and I'll wait in line always, always.

If I could marry music I would marry that song.

So my classes end on Wednesday. And that night is the Naked Bikerun. SHould be sweet because more people come out and do it since it is not bitter cold. I should be pretty intoxicated for that. See lots of boobies. Then Thursday is Laura's bday on Cinco de Mayo so I will celebrate that but then it is study study study. I am semi-worried about finals. But we shall see. Hopefully everything will work out.
OK. I am tired. I wrote enough. I hope that will satisfy you.

Peas On Earth.

Say goodbye....

Fri, 22 Apr 2005 02:27:21 GMT

:'-(

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/7574562/

The current administration has no repect for life. Bush: "I'm worried about gas prices"

try this one if you still don't get it: http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/7159486/

Fri, 15 Apr 2005 18:27:11 GMT

Ten random songs that show up on iTunes playlist:

1. The Weight - The Band
2. Comptine D'un Autre Été: L'après Midi - Yann Tiersen - Amélie
3. No One Knows - Queens of the Stone Age
4. Rock And Roll All Nite - Kiss
5. Nature Boy - David Bowie & Massive Attack
6. Circle Of Friends - Better Than Ezra
7. Dreams - The Allman Brothers Band
8. Bubble Toes - Jack Johnson
9. Ants Marching - Dave Matthews Band
10. Never Enough - Eminem Feat. 50 Cent & Nate Dogg

Well, now that that is over. I SUPPOSE I should update. I have been avoiding this because too much continues to go on and I can't talk about it all. I guess I will start with piphi since that has been taking over my life for the past 8 weeks. Well, these are my last couple days as a pledge before initiation on sunday. This weekend should be pretty awesome. Tonight we have our "Junior Party" where the majority of the people who I have asked about it don't remember anything. Wah-Oh. Then tomorrow morning we are going to paint houses, then it is Super Saturday where the pledges haze the exec and in-house. THEN we have "pre-initiation" I dunno what that will be, then our senior party and then sleepover. Then On Sunday it is "Cookie shine" (once again --??) and initiation. SO yea. That is my weekend laid out for you. Exciting I know. Ummm last weekend was pretty good too. It was "BrownFest 2005" (It was at our pledge moms house Lizzy Brown). We went with the seniors. Pretty sweet. YOu can look at my webshots for pictures: http://community.webshots.com/user/abbalabb

Well I missed the OC last night so I am going to go watch it. This was a shitty update but what can I say. I owe you a good one.

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 21:23:52 GMT

ok So I have been going crazy over myspace. Once I figured out how to use it I realized it wasnt too bad. Look at what I have done so far dudes---
http://www.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=298431&Mytoken=20050328132225
I think the best one I have seen is maybe Andrea's. I want to know how she does that stuff

Youuuuu Idiot.

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 02:41:51 GMT

So I am back at good ole groovy uv. Myrtle Beach was pretty stellar. Went with my suite mates - Liz + cathie + adam. I was nervous at first because I thought we would all kill eachother because there would be no break from eachother, but that was not the case. The new setting of the relaxing beach made it alright. We all came back still loving eachother. It was pretty sweet. We did a lot of fun stuff but I won't explain now. I will just post when I put the pictures up on webshots. That will be easier. But for now here is a cool little song we made on the car ride home about our trip:

We went to Myrtle Beach
and we slept in 3 tents
We saw some racoons
and we even wet our pants
We ate at Hooters twice
The waitresses were nice
We didn't have to pay
Boobies, Boobies hey.
It rained a fuckin' lot
So we went to a motel
We took a lotta shots
In the parking lot
We saw some Ho's in the hotel
And they're probably going to hell
(chorus x2)
Jesus Jesus Hey
Timothy has demons
Gettin' wicked wasted
Sittin' by the fire
Playin' truth or dare
Barbie's boobies hey
Too good for sunscreen
Better get some aloe
(pause) you idiot.
Cruisin' down the strip
24 inch rims
Yellin' to the honeys
Takin' lots of pics
We saw the man AND the legend
(chorus x2)
Jesus Jesus hey
Timothy has demons
Every night we ate out
Ate so much food
I'm not gonna lie
I think I'm gunno explode
We made out food
On the campfire
Did it witcho mom
Hell yeah bitchez.
We met a soldier man
He shot some roman candles
He came from Iraq
He said that shit was whack.
Whose your daddy?
Jesus Jesus Hey
Feed my sheep bitchez
MBSC STYLE

Being back at school sucks. But there is only one month and 3 weeks left until summer. And I CANNOT wait until summer. It is going to be totally awesome. I can already feel it. I am going to make a lot of money, be with my 703 loves who I have been deprived of for 9 months, and not have to write papers. It will be great. But anywho.
Peace, love, and honeys.

Yeah, I'm gonna have to move on

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 15:23:54 GMT

So my first class, psych was cancelled today because the teacher couldn't make it through the snow. We all got so excited last night because it was raining. And rain meant the end of snow. But no. The Tundra is still alive. But at least it is snowing hard and steady today. I don't like the days that it snows on and off, sometimes it is large snow, sometimes not. Like yesterday I swear it was hailing for five minutes. But yeah -- at least its not that cold. Only 15 degrees or so. Which I would have thought is horribly cold, but seriously...once you hit the negative 20s nothing is that cold anymore. Once your snot freezes in your nose as soon as you walk outside. But I thought it was fun. The least fun part is that in weather like today my eyes water and my nose constantly drips, but I play this game with myself to make it more bearable. I see how far my snot can go before I suck it back up. HAHA. You might think its weird, but when I told people here about it, I found a lot of other people did the same thing. You just get SO annoyed with ALWAYS have a runny nose when you walk outside and so after a while you have to give up sniffing for a bit. haha. Anyway........

SO life is good. My room is a disaster and I feel totally unorganized and I think I am annoying the shit out of roomie Laura, but oh well. Life happens. Ya dig? Um, this weekend Finding Neverland is playing at the CC Theater (our campus theater) so I really wanna go see that movie again. I <3 it. a lot. This weekend is also 80s weekend. what what. I probabaly won't make it to any of the events...because well...i never do. It always happens that the times when the university has stuff i AM interested in doing, I find other plans. Oh well.

So next year I am going to live in the piphi house. We will see how that goes. I pretty much made the final decision after I looked at the money and saw how much cheaper it was. About $1000 less. And that is a shit load of money. It was hard telling Laura because we planned on being roommates next year, but what could I do? The only reason I wouldn't have lived in the house would be because of her. But at least we are on the same level because neither of us know who we will room with next year. Although, she was talking about getting a single. Blah.

I have so much shit to do before spring break (next friday). It is at the point where I feel so overwhelmed that I just decide to do nothing. You know? Like, you have so much to do that you don't know where to start and then just don't do anything.

OO So On Saturday I watched an Awesome movie I had never seen before:

HOW HIGH. I am sorry but that movie was hilarious. One of the more funny movies I have seen in a while.

Okay. I will save more for later. Don't want to give away my entire life in one sitting.

love.

I try to keep awake, I try to swim beneath

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 22:08:13 GMT

Flangel left us today. It was/is super sad. Flangel, Barbie's boyfriend [yet so much more], had to go back to CT to do some community service. It was horrible. Like a dark cloud rained over the suite. What are we going to do without him? He was the man of the 'house' (suite). But its okay...its only three weeks. We will just all have to give Barbarella extra care and loving and take her to subway and cuddle with her, and pretend like we are playing Halo. haha.

So that was today. Now I really need to do some homework, but I thought first I would entry it up.

Hmm...life? I always feel so incredibly boring on lj, it forces me to reflect upon my repetitious life. Oh well....this weekend was good. It was a three day weekend so there was no school yesterday. On Friday I went out with some PiPhi's to a frat and got extremely intoxicated. I seriously do not believe I have ever stumbled that much in my life. It was awesome. On Saturday I went dtbtvt [downtown burlington vermont] and bought some candles to make my room smell better. Dorms serisouly smell like shit, you have to work to get them to smell nice. At least mine. ha. ;-) So that night I went to one of the piphi's houses and we watched What a Girl Wants because she was home alone and bored. THEN came back to the dorm and drank some, but it wasnt that exciting because Kate was having a bad trip and we all had to take care of her every need. So then on Sunday, not much happened. Just hung around, Flangel and Barbs brought a couch from his apartment and so we broke it in by having a romantic suite dinner. it was hot. We made pasta and lit candles. Then Laura, Cath and I got 4 bottles of wine and played card games. The highlight was Kings with Laura, Cath, Barbs, Flangel, Erika, and Noah. Everyone got so intoxicated and giddy. It was fun fun. Laura had the hiccups which was funny. It was like a cartoon.

But yeaaaa...and then yesterday I did some homework and such. At night there was COB initiation for the 3 remaining rushees so we had a pledge class meeting and learned some stuff. It was fun, and I can see our class all getting along really well. But yea.

I really should start to work since tonight is the only night I dont have to be somewhere. Tomorrow, I have to leave at 5:30 for the nursing home and right after a pledge meeting, so I wont be home until 10. On Thursday there is a Social Tea with SigEp and I have to leave at 8 and before that I have to study for 2 tests I have on Friday and I have a 5 pg pape due Monday for econ on 3 readings I have yet to do. Ha....ok with that said, I am gonna split. Love and such.

Don't put me on the backburner

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 22:13:22 GMT

omg...is it wrong for me to be sexually attracted to my blue bobble head mood? I love the nerds. B-)

Anywho. So I will update with my life. If you are Janet's LJ friend then this will probably sound familiar. So you can skip over it if you must....but....For the past week I have been rushing to this sorority Pi Beta Phi and last night I recieved a bid, so I am not pledging to it and am super excited. Yea. I suppose I will tell you what has happened so far: ok well we really havent done anything yet--we only had 4 rush events and one got cancelled because of snow. so the first one we just made valentine cookies to give the kids at the ronald mcdonald house and chatted, got to know one another........Then the next night was "mock-tinis" which was just more people getting to know you while drinking punch.....And then the last one was yesterday which was a tour of the house, talking about dues, eat cake and were told about the different aspects of the sorority life they live. So after that, last night they gave bids out. Yep. Unlike UVA though, it was informal rush, as you can see, everything was very laid back and you didn't have to go to all the houses. And even if you did, there are only 4 houses, oppsed to the 20 something at UVA [damn]. So yea. That is that. I am really excited. The girls that I met were all really diverse-- a good variety of people. I'm not gonna lie...one of the things that made me really happy was that I met a sister who loves Battle Royale (!). haha. I love finding people who know about that movie/book. So anyway....so far all the events have just been us talking to one another and getting to know people. Tonight there is a continuous open bidding event, so we will have to go to that and then following is a dinner. SO yeaa. Cathie is actually doing pi phi too. ha. Like Janet said: we are like siamese twins. I think it is funny. We were separated for over four years, and now if we dont see eachother for a day we totally freak out. I love my cousinnnnn. ha.

Yeah. That is what is new with me. I'm not gonna lie. I was terrified of telling the 703 <3s in fear of you guys a) laughing at me or b) judging me. Which is harsh, I know...but you never know. My suitemate Barbie keeps giving me shit about it, which sucks but I just tell her to shut it. I've always wanted to do this, so now I am and I am really excited to see what is in store for me. I am also just really excited about being extra involved in the school.

SO now I have joined my fellow Caroline, Coury, Janet, Morgan, Val, [Julia?], Rachel.

Besides that, life is good. I have a pscyh test tomorrow and I am not excited for it. That class is such torture. Mostly because the teachers are horrible.

I went to a study abroad information session today and I am really excited to do that. I have no idea where I want to go yet and you know how I feel about decisions. I abhor them. I do know that wherever I go has to have a year long program though. I def want to leave for 2 semesters after talking to people who have gone away.

Oh yea, Happy VDday. hah hah. Soon enough people should be recieving some abby love....if you know what I mean. *wink wink*

Alright. Segall out.

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 22:27:57 GMT

01. Trainspotting
02. Shrek
03. Memento
04. Dogma
05. Strictly Ballroom
06. The Princess Bride
07. Love Actually
08. The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Rings
09. The Lord of the Rings : The Two Towers
10. The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
11. Reservoir Dogs
12. Desperado
13. Swordfish
14. Kill Bill Vol. 1
15. Donnie Darko
16. Spirited Away
17. Better Than Sex
18. Sleepy Hollow
19. Pirates of the Caribbean
20. The Eye
21. Requiem for a Dream
22. Dawn of the Dead
23. The Pillow Book
24. The Italian Job
25. Goonies
26. BASEketball
27. Spiceworld
28. Army of Darkness
29. The Color Purple
30. The Safety of Objects
31. Can't Hardly Wait
32. Mystic Pizza
33. Finding Nemo
34. Monsters Inc.
35. Circle of Friends
36. Mary Poppins
37. The Bourne Identity
38. Forrest Gump
39. A Clockwork Orange
40. Kindergarten Cop
41. On The Line
42. My Big Fat Greek Wedding
43. Final Destination
44. Sorority Boys
45. Urban Legend
46. Cheaper by the Dozen
47. Fierce Creatures
48. Dude, Where's My Car?
49. Ladyhawke
50. Ghostbusters
51. Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
52. Back to the Future
53. An Affair To Remember
54. Somewhere In Time
55. North By Northwest
56. Moulin Rouge
57. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets
58. The Wizard of Oz
59. Zoolander
60. A Walk to Remember
61. Chicago
62. Vanilla Sky
63. The Sweetest Thing
64. Don't Tell Mom the Babysitters Dead
65. The Nightmare Before Christmas
66. Chasing Amy
67. Edward Scissorhands
67. Battle Royale
68. Kill Bill Vol. 2
69. Fight Club
70. Clerks
71. The Crow
72. Get Real
73. Harry Potter and The Sorcerer's Stone
74. Harry Potter and The Prisoner of Azkaban
75. Wake
76. Silence of the Lambs
77. Pulp Fiction
78. The Crying Game
79. Amélie
80. Hedwig and the Angry Inch
81. Happy Campers
82. Velvet Goldmine
83. Elephant
84. Peter Pan
85. Camp
86. Particles of Truth
87. The Godfather
88. Big Fish
89. The Passion of the Christ
90. Close Encounters of the Third Kind
91. The Neverending Story
92. The Breakfast Club
93. Newsies
94. Princess Mononoke
95. The Prince of Egypt
96. Grease
97. The Hidden Fortress
98. Troy
99. It Happened One Night
100. Hackers
101. Dead Poets Society
102. Ghost Ship
103. The Wedding Banquet
104. The Red Violin
105. The Beach
106. The Women
107. Run Lola Run
108. The Quiet Man
109. X-Men
110. X-2
111. Spiderman
112. Punch Drunk Love
113. From Dusk 'Til Dawn
114. Joe Vs. The Volcano
115. Meet Joe Black
116. Gregory's Girl
117. In the Time of the Butterflies
118. The Butterfly Effect
119. Dirty Dancing
120. Final Destination 2
121. Rosemary's Baby
122. Spider-Man 2
123. Practical Magic
124. A Shark Tale
125. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
126. Sweet Home Alabama
127. American Beauty
128. Rocky Horror Picture Show
129. American Psycho
130. American History X
131. Ray
132. Waking Life [i saw half]
133. I Heart Huckabees
134. Garden State
135. What the Bleep Do We Know
136. Gone In 60 Seconds
137. 8 Mile
138. Blow
139. Napoleon Dynamite
140. Bend it like beckham
141. Charlies Angels
142. Charlies Angels: Full Throttle
143. Along came polly
144. Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood
145. Sabrina
146. Centerstage
147. Father of the Bride
148. October Sky
149. Radio
150. Harold and Kumar Go to White Castle
151. Kissing Jessica Stein
152. Jackie Brown

153. Muriel's Wedding

so your supposed to bold all of the movies you have seen and then add your own at the end. or summtin. thanks for helping me procrastinate David ! :-)

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 02:53:14 GMT

If you did not watch it then read it....or skim it...or look at what others wrote about it....but don't be uninformed. that is all i ask. thanX

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/6902913/

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 19:15:44 GMT

I am so exhausted right now. My body hates me and I have a two papers due tomorrow. One won't be bad [sociology] but the other [economics] is going to be death and i havent started. all i wanna do is sleep. omg....right then i wrote "all I wanna due is sleep"...but I deleted it because it was embarrassing but not enough so I wouldnt retell the story right here and now. omg ok I am procrastinating right now so badly. i am going to nap and then do work. i dont know. ok. i know this was exciting but calm down.

I <3.....

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 22:40:22 GMT

I love it when I don't listen to a CD for a while and then I rediscover it. I love it love it love it. I rediscovered Avril's Under My Skin. I know there are a ton of Avril haters out there but I don't give a shit. I love this cd. It reminds me of summer because I listened to it everyday in my car [thanks to Morgan and Val when we listened to it on our mission to find Ruby Tuesday...even if they dont remember I do because it was the first time I listened to that CD]. But yea.

What else?

wow...well my power just went off so I dont want to waste the battery in the computer so im out. see ya

Me and the Moon

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 21:19:03 GMT

OKay! So I just wrote this long entry and it was kind of negative so I decided to start over. I was being a negative nelly because I am afraid of becoming depressed this semester [due to weather-being moody-etc] but then I slapped myself out of it and realized this is only the beginning to the semester and the clubs I am involved in have yet to begin.

I have so much time on my hands and so I do homework-go to the gym-watch tv-and on weekends drink and such. Not much else. But it will change soon enough. I just wish I had a car here so badly. I will next semester - but for now I just feel trapped. Its too snowy/cold to walk too far and the bus system is never reliable. There are people here with cars- but if they dont want to go anywhere then we are screwed. I just cant wait to get a car and go to the movies if I feel like or go out to eat or shopping or Get a Job!. You know. the shit that I cant do trapped in my room. But I guess I will save a lot of money with no car. But I also really want to get a job at one of the resturaunts here. I was thinking Applebees or TGIFridays.

I decided after winter break that I love working at Ruby Tuesday/the chain restaurant industry. It was so much fun working there this break and I cant wait to go back and I cant wait to get another job! Woo but yea.

I am excited about spring break. Kate, Jenn, Cath, and possibly Peter/Laura? and I are going to fly down to DC...have the sis or dad pick us up, spend the night or whatev at home and then make our way down to Myrtle Beach to stay at Kate's aunts place and camp out on the beach. We realize it will not be the warmest-but after this winter we realize we wont care and it will almost be April-that is good enough for us as long as we get out of Vermont. ha.

I dont know what else. I watched Buffy today. It was awesome. "The Body" was on this morning at 8 so I watched part of that before class and then when I got back "Intervention" was on with the Buffybot. I love that one. Spike loves Buffy. Ha. Wooo, anywho.

I suppose I should get back to homework.

And if she ever reads this then: Happy Birthday Maggie :-P

wah ohh

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 21:12:06 GMT

Hey hey. Ok. So right now I am in a music frenzy. This guy across the hall just put his music up on iTunes and he has 6500 songs....it is heaven. In the cut are some of the songs I am jammin' to. :-) I lovezz jammin.

Beach Boys- Wouldn't it be nice

Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong........

The Clash- London Calling

London calling to the faraway towns
Now war is declared - and battle come down
London calling to the underworld
Come out of the cupboard,you boys and girls
London calling, now don't LECTURE us
Phoney Beatlemania has bitten the dust
London calling, see we ain't got no swing
'Cept for the reign of that truncheon thing.......

Modest Mouse- Ocean Breathes Salty

Your body may be gone, I'm gonna carry you in.
In my head, in my heart, in my soul.
And maybe we'll get lucky and we'll both live again.
Well I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. Don't think so.

Well that is that and this is this.
You tell me what you want and I'll tell you what you get.
You get away from me. You get away from me.
Collected my belongings and I left the jail.
Well thanks for the time, I needed to think a spell.
I had to think awhile. I had to think awhile.......

Coldplay- Don't Panic

Bones, sinking like stones,
All that we fought for,
Homes, places we've grown,
All of us are done for.

And we live in a beautiful world,
Yeah we do, yeah we do,
We live in a beautiful world...........

War- Why can't we be Friends

Why can't we be friends?
Why can't we be friends?
Why can't we be friends?
Why can't we be friends?

I seen you 'round for a long long time
I really 'membered you when you drink my wine...............

George Clinton- Atomic Dog

Yeah, this is a story of a famous dog
For the dog that chases its tail will be dizzy
These are clapping dogs, rhythmic dogs
Harmonic dogs, house dogs, street dogs
Dog of the world unite
Dancin' dogs
Yeah
Countin' dogs, funky dogs
Nasty dogs (Dog)

Atomic dog
Atomic dog

Like the boys
When they're out there walkin' the streets
May compete
Nothin' but the dog in ya

Bow-wow-wow-yippie-yo-yippie-yeah
Bow-wow-yippie-yo-yippie-yeah
Bow-wow-wow-yippie-yo-yippie-yeah
Bow-wow-yippie-yo-yippie-yeah................

hahaha I love the last one :-)

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 15:25:43 GMT

up·tight P Pronunciation Key (ptt)
adj. Slang

Tense; nervous.
Financially pressed; destitute.
Outraged; angry.
Rigidly conventional, as in manners, opinions, and tastes: “She sees this headlong, headstrong, plunge into worldliness as a protracted process of shucking the shame of her uptight upbringing” (James Wolcott).

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 07:45:19 GMT

You scored as Marijuana. The most beautiful, chill drug out there. You want something that's not too harsh on your body, and soothes the soul. It's also not addicting, so smoke it up, baby! And never have to go through withdrawls.

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Marijuana

69%

Mushrooms

69%

Alcohol

56%

Inhalents

50%

Cocaine

50%

None!

44%

Ecstacy

19%

What's your ideal drug?
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that's all....i thought I would be able to do more but I became too tired and the other quizzes I looked at had too many questions. ya dig?

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 00:03:09 GMT

Last night I had a dream about a boy....

a boy who I was obsessed with and would have kissed the ground he walked on. I would have lost my virginity to him in a second. I would obey his every wish just so he would not leave me. None of this was love, it was all lust and I hated him for it. I hated that I thought he was the hottest boy I ever saw and I hated that he made me feel so special. I hate that I dreamt about him last night because I haven't thought about him in months. I wish I never had that dream last night because he came back to life in my mind. All I have to say is please don't let me dream about him again. He is poison.

But on another note...this made me happy today:

sweetcaroline597: I LOVE YOU!

ok I am an updating fool. maybe I will update tomorrow too? only if you are lucky.

who knows?

Mon, 10 Jan 2005 04:13:43 GMT

Tonight I back in time. An unhappy time where I was a moody bitch. I don't know what happened. I just went crazy and started to cry. I don't know why. I really think it was hormones and it sucks that they can control me like that. Maggie heard it for a second until she made me read her essay. I dont know what happened. I think it may have been because I had this lonely feeling that I hated. I don't know. I can't explain it. I just felt...alone. ANd I am pissed off because where the fuck is Sarah Bizer? I understand that swimming and her new boyfriend are important to her, but wtf? seriously. I could pretend that things between us are ok, but we havent talked in who knows how long and I dont know. I just think I need Cathie, like really really really bad. I have been too spoiled to get to see her so much and now a month apart is torture. For some reason Cathie can make me feel better no matter what. Even when there is no reason for my ewwie feelings [i.e. tonight].

Anywho. I have not updated in a while and I am effing bored out of my mind tonight. I will be here until Sunday, so if you want to hang out PLEASE call. I am so open it is amazing.

I feel like there should be more in here. Let me think....I miss all my suities. I have had a good time in Virginia for winter break. Got to see all my loves and earn some money :-) But now I am getting bored. I don't know. I think I am only bored because I know I have to go back to school and start working again, so I realize what I will be doing compared to now. Does this make sense? If if doesnt than oh well. I'm sure you dont care anyway. Oh no, I was just about to go off into a "no body cares blah blah" tantrum, but I stopped myself....be thankful.

I really want American Idol to start already. I'm getting impatient.

I am in such a horrible mood right now. I better stop writing until I have something pretty to say :-)

Fri, 07 Jan 2005 21:54:37 GMT

heyyyy bandwagon time!

You scored as Sandy. You are an easygoing idealist. You follow your own internal values and also know how to have a good time. Make sure that you are not so easygoing and fun seeking that you don't ever realize your ideals.

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Sandy

72%

Seth

56%

Kirsten

56%

Jimmy

56%

Luke

44%

Oliver

39%

Caleb

39%

Julie

39%

Summer

33%

Marissa

28%

Anna

22%

Ryan

17%

Hailey

11%

What OC character are you?
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Thu, 06 Jan 2005 18:36:37 GMT

Copying Emmie

Your numbers are...

Expression Number: 5

Famous Expression 5: Will Young

You lucky number 5s are damned good at pretty much everything. You're clever, quick-thinking and good problem-solvers. You're also great at getting what you want and a natural show off (in a good way!). You'd make a great actor or TV presenter. However, your impatience means you often leave things before finishing them. You hate rules and routine, get bored really quickly and can be too impatient to learn from your mistakes.

Sneak a peak at other Expression numbers: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 11, 22

Soul Urge Number: 9

Number 9 Soul Urges are caring and generous. You like to give charity and you worry about the woes of the world. You're sensitive, compassionate and a wonderful friend. You can even be an inspiration, with your broad and thoughtful view of life. However, number 9s can also become a bit over-sensitive and emotional. As long as you remember that you're only human and you don't need perfection to get on, you'll succeed in everything you set out to do. Promise!

Famous Soul Urge 9: Sarah Michelle Gellar and Tony Blair

Sneak a peak at other Soul Urge numbers: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 11, 22

Inner Dream Number: 5

You dream of being totally free and your own boss. You see yourself travelling the world, meeting people from every culture and having loads of life-changing experiences.

Sneak a peak at other Inner Dream numbers: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 11, 22

Life Path Number: 2

You're very sensitive and one of the most balanced people there is. You see all sides of any argument, which means your friends see you as the peacemaker. You think the best of people, and want the best for them, and you're completely honest in everything you do. You're polite, kind and never wind people up for the sake of it. Number 2 life path bods horde things - you're the type who'll never throw anything away in case it comes in handy in the future. You tend to be pessimistic about things, but this is a problem yuo can easily solve by just deciding not to be!

Famous Life Path 2: Tony Blair

Sneak a peak at other Life Path numbers: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 11, 22

Happy New Year

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 22:52:07 GMT

Another one of these Happy New Years things:

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? Went to Vermont/college, worked at a resturaunt, went to San Deigo,CA-StPaul,MN, watched the bloodiest movie I have ever seen [Battle Royale], did a gravity bong, shotgunned a beer/beerbong, through a surprise party....

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? If I made them I don't remember them....I don't think I did...

3. Did anyone close to you give birth? family--yea there are a whole bunch of new babires friende-- ha. not yet.

4. Did anyone close to you die? thankfully no

5. What countries did you visit? Canada

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? made a difference in the world

7. What dates from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? June 15 - graduation, August 13 - when I left for college, December 26---fucking crazy tsunami

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? going to college

9. What was your biggest failure? My attitude with the Ablast

10. Did you suffer illness or injury? yes

11. What was the best thing you bought? college tuition

12. Whose behavior merited celebration? Laura and David for getting engaged

13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed? Bush administration. The citizens of the United States. Out of control consumers. Superficial/Apathetic people who don't care about the world.

14. Where did most of your money go? college

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? Vermont :-) NHL all star game :-) hell yea

16. What song will always remind you of 2004? oh man who knows? probabaly Maroon 5 anything

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? neither. I am more content
b) thinner or fatter? fatter...ha...yea...
c) richer or poorer? richer

18. What do you wish you'd done more of? Community service

19. What do you wish you'd done less of? worried about the Ablast

20. How will you be spending Christmas? Christmas is over....

22. Did you fall in love in 2004? yes. with me :-)

23. How many...one-night stands? too many ;-) ha juzplayin

24. What was your favorite TV program? idiots....Buffy...hellllloooo

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? hahaha...no...what an awful question

26. What was the best book you read? The Notebook :-) *sigh*

27. What was your greatest musical discovery? Pink Floyd

28. What did you want and get? everything and nothing at all...haha, who knows

29. What did you want and not get? world peace

30. What was your favorite film of this year? The Notebook, 28 Days Later....those are new ones I saw for the first time

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? 18: fought with John Olson, went to dinner with the parents [ i looked it up in my jounral....i don't randomly remember fighting with Olson]

32.What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? nothing

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? the same? don't really care...

34. What kept you sane? Buffy...hahah. JP. Ummm...loved ones :-) even though they were my reaons for insanity at points

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? James Marsters, Sarah Michelle Gellar.

36. What political issue stirred you the most? the election

37. Who did you miss? Everybody at one point or another

38. Who was the best new person you met in 2004? My UVM suities

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004: love yourself no matter and always be friendly. You never know who you will need in the future or how important acquaintances will become

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: Times like these by Foo Fighters. I know those are not lyrics but the song in general.

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 03:55:46 GMT

omg....my feet hurt so bad.

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 06:56:25 GMT

hahahaha....i just wanted to make sure everyone saw this:
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/6141895/

late xmas gift anyone???